Unfinished Emo-ness

To delete or not to delete that is the question.I found some drafts but haven't the heart to finish them and oh well i wanted badly to post something today so i decided to post them as they are. Another line i came up with (damn i'm feeling so clever lately :> ), "Some things are better left unfinished... esp. when it's emo"

Somebody planted a cocoon at the pit of my stomach.
I can feel it slowly growing each day.
I don’t know where it feeds it strength.
But today I felt a tiny crack and the slow and unsteady unfurling of its tiny wings.
I feel its hesitant flutter but I feel its growing strength
Today, I counted one but now I realized it’s two, three, oh wait there’s more
Their flapping is making me squeamish and woozy
Today, the day that you came...

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I taste summer on your lips
Shiny , shimmers
Sending tingles
Down my spine
I smell moonlight on your skin
Twinkle, sparkles
Sending tingles
Down my spine

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I find it cute the way you avert your gaze when I catch you staring at me
The hesitation of your hands as you reached for mine
Or the way you seem to shiver at the slightest touch
The unsure ...

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I am at a point when I’m unsure whether to move forward or step back ,
But I suddenly realized that I can neither do both.
It wasn’t a question of moving forward or back,
left or right, up or down.
It’s whether to fall or soar.
And that the choice wasn’t really mine after all,
The body has already succumbed to gravity.
The plummet has already begun.
Will I fumble towards ecstasy this time?
Or shall I brace myself for another crash?

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Heroes is back

After almost a month of waiting and much anticipation, Heroes is finally back from their hiatus. I just finished watching episode 19, "0.07%", thanks to Torrent. My friends and i have formulated many theories as to what will happen but none of us ever guessed it right. There are more revelations and interesting new developments like Peter escaping Sylar but losing his bangs in the process LOLS The ending was awesome for me(because i love Hiro) when Hiro comes face to face with his future self. I can't wait for Episode 20 and so on... Geez, i'm actually much excited about this show than Christmas.I can't remember the last time i got hooked with a TV series like i am now. And I just feel this need to infect as many people as possible.In the office i would talk about the show nonstop that's why some of my officemates and friends are also hooked now. To those who haven't watched the show...i can't even begin to put into words what you guys are missing >:)

"If you don't have a quality life atleast watch quality TV show"- I just thought of this line and i'm gonna make it my mantra.Alright!

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Meme:Favorite Places in Davao

Got tagged by Blogie with this meme.

The Rules:Let’s play another tag game, Davao bloggers! Honorary Dabawenyos, feel free to jump in!This tag game is about your favorite haunts in our beloved Davao City. Where do you go for much-needed relaxation? What about for working out those flabs? Where do you find yourself when you’re with someone you want to impress? Let’s bring all of these Davao places out in the blogosphere!

My favorite place for…

•COFFEE : Bo’s Coffee Shop or Figaro

•DATES : April 24, 2007? ;) Transcendence Café, on top of Ponce Suite Art Gallery at Bajada just discovered this a few weeks ago. It's really cool out there. You get to see all those art exhibits then hang out at the coffeeshop at the rooftop, overlooking.... Bajada street nga lang hehehe
•BIZ MEETINGS: Conference Room no. 1 sa office namin :) or Marco Polo
•HANGING OUT : Cats and Dogs Videoke, Rizal St. Almost Perfect attendance ako dun pag weekends, room no. 8 :p
•PARTYING : not really much of a party animal
•PIGGING OUT : Chippens or Nanay Bebengs... eat all you can
•MASSAGE : Tan Ton Relaxation Center , Almost Perfect Attendance din
•WORKING OUT : Bee Fit Fitness Gym at Quirino or at MTS
•WINDOW-SHOPPING: Chimes
•GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL: my room with a good book or Cannibad Beach though I’ve never been there…yet

I'm tagging Tina, Araphoenix, George, Neil, Roselle , Karol and Janus. and anybody else who's interested. There's no limit as to how many people to tag so tag all you want :)

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Lightbulb Moments

Who needs a shrink when I have friends like these? :)

Me :I’m not depressed or suicidal but I just want to get this life over and done with
Mike : You should see a shrink. It helps, I saw one before
Me :really? What for?
Mike : I was having anxiety attacks mostly it was because of my thyroid
Me :thyroid as in hyperthyroidism?
Mike : Yep people w/ hyper are prone to depression
Me : I have hyperthyroid…I guess that figures. It was hyperthyroid all along
Mike : Really are you having medications?
Me : yep but it’s been a while since I had my check up
Mike : You should continue your meds and about your prob.. a shrink could really help
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Me : why is it that they only contact us when they get bored or lonely?
Paklay : Well kids…I guess that’s the role we play in their lives. But admit it we also have people whom we only call when we get bored or lonely right?
Me :yeah so it must just be some karmic thing
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Me :Ever hide from reality through fantasy?
Erwin : not really because most of my fantasies…sexual that is have come true, modesty aside. What about you? What are your fantasies even those not sexual? Maybe it’s time to make them into a reality
Me : meet prince charming…ever after
Erwin : that was a quick answer *gulps beer and pauses for a long moment of silence*

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And to George for making me realize that i am in love with Wentworth Miller LOLS Thanks for giving me the last two episodes of Prison Break..bitin

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Prison Break

I just finished having my Prison Break marathon. I had fever for two days which gave me enough time to watch the show uninterrupted. The show is about a Structural Engineer, Michael Scofield (Wenworth Miller) who went to prison to break his brother Lincoln Burrows(Dominic Purcell) out. Lincoln is on death row after being framed for the death of the vice president’s brother. The brothers later realized that it wasn’t just a simple frame up but they are up against a bigger conspiracy which involves high ranking officials of the government and major corporations. The show has an interesting plot with characters you love and hate at the same time and sprinkled with prison humor and wit. The show actually seems like a long and extended version of the movie The Fugitive. I don’t recommend this TV series to anybody who has a weak heart or have high blood pressure because of those suspenseful moments. The show is melodramatic, contains graphic scenes and contains more questions than answers. The show was off to a slow start but the pace picked up in the latter part on to the second season. That’s when you realize the brilliance of Michael’s plan. However, it seemed to me that the protagonists got away not because of the brilliant plan but because of pure luck, friends showing up at the right time and antagonists who have a change of heart at the last minute. Okay I admit one main reason I watch the show was because of Wenthworth Miller. I now share my cousin’s obsession with him. He is soooo ….yummy. He kinda reminds me of Elijah Woods but less the Frodo-ness with those intense eyes and edible lips. One look at him and …okay this calls for another post entirely devoted to Wentworth. Oh well, with or without Wentworth, I’m hooked enough to the show to look forward to the third season which I heard will also be the last.

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Soon

Sometimes you just know when someone’s not good for you. You try to walk away but you know that he had gotten under your skin. I know that happens when the simple thought of him makes me smile and when I start to miss him. Then get pissed if he doesn’t text or call or get online. Then start hating myself if I’m tempted to contact him. Then delete his number on my phonebook to make sure that I won’t contact him. But then I start stalking his Friendster, just staring at his picture, monitoring his status and check his newly added “girl” friends. Then i mentally run a list through my mind why he isn’t good for me and why I should stay away. And lastly, wishing really hard never to hear from him again while hoping that he would…soon.

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Moonpools and Caterpillars

For lack of anything better to write I’m gonna continue featuring bands or music that I love. I’m a 90’s hanger on so mostly 90’s alternative music and other obscure acts or new bands that catches my fancy. But this time I’ll share the mp3s just to continue spreading the love and cheers that have come my way. I’ll try to make this a weekly thing … that is if I won’t get lazy O:-)

I would like to reintroduce (coz you’ve more than likely heard of them from somewhere and it’s really a shame if you haven’t) everyone to Moonpools and Caterpillars. This band made it big during mi-90s. A friend just asked me for an MP3 of Soon that’s why I thought of this band. Moonpools is a Filipino American band based in Glendale, California. The band is composed of Kimi Ward Encarnacion ( vocals), Jay Jay Encarnacion(guitars), Tim De Pala(bassist) and Gugut Salgado(drummer) They have released a couple of albums commercially but I love Lucky Dumpling(1995,Elektra) the most. Lucky Dumpling is an album that can assure one of an eargasmic experience. Listening to their songs makes me a bit giddy and melancholic at times. They are that versatile. Their songs are perfect for long drives during these hot summer days or for lounging during rainy nights. I myself prefer it as an upper during mornings or sometimes when I feel like tripping down HS memory lane .My personal favorites from this album are Soon, Ren and Hear.

Download Lucky Dumpling

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i was never meant to climb nor rhyme

All my bags are packed
Rarin’ to blaze the track
Though courage I still lack
I rely purely on luck
Then 3:00 the clock struck
Without much knock
RED attacked
Thus I have to back out (silent out)
Now I’m lying on the sack
Thinking of the friendship I f*cked
My mind’s out of whack
I really need to see a quack

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