Soon

Sometimes you just know when someone’s not good for you. You try to walk away but you know that he had gotten under your skin. I know that happens when the simple thought of him makes me smile and when I start to miss him. Then get pissed if he doesn’t text or call or get online. Then start hating myself if I’m tempted to contact him. Then delete his number on my phonebook to make sure that I won’t contact him. But then I start stalking his Friendster, just staring at his picture, monitoring his status and check his newly added “girl” friends. Then i mentally run a list through my mind why he isn’t good for me and why I should stay away. And lastly, wishing really hard never to hear from him again while hoping that he would…soon.